… Fatalnatal …

May 31, 2009

The one last unforced post

Filed under: Uncategorized — fatalnatal @ 11:49 AM

Phew ! Time passes really quickly when nothing is troubling me ..
For me, time passes way too quickly ..
It seems not long ago that i had been forced to do my first post…
But now, its a little ironic, i am kinda missing this.

Every Friday would be my favorite day.
Reason being class is enjoyable and the school hour is short !
The best deal of it is, weekend is round the corner.
Soon, it will be the last lesson of this class and we will be moving on the story boarding.
I hope story boarding is just as fun !

Ok , enough of expectations and reflections..
Lets move on to other stuff .

Recently i was involved in a heated argument.
An argument that i did not even know why it happened in the first place.
True enough, i am very much affected by this incident. So much that i lose my momentum in my studies.
The story draft we were told to come up with, is from deep within my memories.
I am not writing a story. I was writing a fact. A piece of my memory.
Adding a little spices to spices up the memory of cuz..

The argument involve one person that i dun feel like mentioning about, my brother and me.
It all started out really bizarre. The 3 three of us have quite a close relationship connecting to one another.
However, a argument broke up . I do not know if there is a misunderstanding part or if that person is driven to bring me down.
For whatever reason, i am in doubt.

However, the main thing that i want to mention about , is that i am not affected by the argument between that person and me.
Not affected by the framing sentences.
Not affected by the end of the good relation terms.
However, i am freaking affected and annoyed by my brother’s decision to side with that guy.
Without any reason, but for only for the sake of revenging.
Felt like a fool to dote on a vengeful spirit instead of my other siblings.

Nonetheless, everything’s cleared up and the air is clean once again.
That person and me,  had a clean end.
My brother and me, reconciled.
Guess its a happy ending because it turned out exactly how i want it to be.

Life’s unpredictable. Its so true.
You will never know what will be happening next.
Therefore, cherish the moments you have now.
Then enjoy life to the fullest.

May 23, 2009

Rambling on …

Filed under: Uncategorized — fatalnatal @ 6:51 AM

Hey ! It another week gone again ..
Time really flies and its already the 5th week of school  gone and holiday is coming soon …
But seriously i am really worried ….

There’s so much to worry about .
Like, many commented that the amount of graduates from FMS going to university is pathetic ..
Seriously, i really wanna get into a university or something …
But then again … i feel like going overseas to study ..
I wanna explore the world and the heat in Singapore is killing me !!

Ok, then for DVFX …. Its a course really difficult to handle …
Its like, you can’t study for your test ! Its all about having talent and creativity to do well …
Correct me if i am wrong ..
The only module that we can study for is story board story telling & written communication … i guess …
Really difficult for me …

Anyway , i am all hyped up about the Bangkok trip ..
For God or whoever sake ! Its 6 week …
Had never been on a ” holiday ” that long ..
Why i used the word holiday instead of immersion programme is because of the reason all of us know …
Really … i doubt i can concentrate well in other country … hahahhahaa ..

What else …
Oh ! The photography assignment !
Know what we gotsa do ?? Take pictures anywhere you want !!
Its dope kay … i had always loved photography … but the the technical part …
Whatever aperture and shutter speed goes into my mind and comes out another instant .
But since i already failed really badly for my theory test … i gotta make up for the practical part ..

OK,  till this point, i am suddenly wondering how you are going to comment on this post…
Since its so crappy and the topics are all over the place.
So here’s it … Is it possible for FMS students to get schlorship to study abroad ??

May 16, 2009

The Blue Lorry …

Filed under: Uncategorized — fatalnatal @ 4:04 AM

Human , can be really loud and expressive at times ..
Sometimes , they seems to be the extroverts …
Sometimes , they seems like the most popular person in that social circle ..
But at certain time , they will definitely be quiet … just enjoying the temporary peace that comes with the silence ..

However, everyone has something they want and desires …
Some , wants their future to be something that will shock the world ..
Some , just wants to live peacefully and be happy till their ripe age .

Often , when we were young , we were much more expressive than the present us ..
But through the ages , some realized that speaking too much is not beneficial to themselves …
Then , they lost the opportunity to make more friends ..
Others that are still as expressive as before , became insensitive , they end up hurting others and themselves .

In my 16 years of life , I had seen all sort of people .
Associated with different kind of friends and filtering those that i think are not true friends .
True enough , i am not so perfect . But , i definitely still have that conscious not to gossip about people with lesser capability .
Many times , when i hear my friends gossip about someone being disabled or about their physical appearance , i get turned off .

Through all of these , i realized that people and the environment around you , can define your future ..
They can assist you in achieving your dreams . Or , they can pull you down like they pull the others ….

Few days ago , i sat on the back of  my dad’s blue lorry .
With the lorry running at the expressway and the natural wind blowing at my face , every trouble seems to have vanished .
I wished that the ride never stop … for if it stops , life will be back to the normal hectic pace …
Where everyone starts fighting again ….
The word peace … is just like Utopia … it has never exist and never will .
Looking at the tall and big trees at the sidewalk , i felt really small and useless …
Its really hard to crave a name for yourself in this big wide world …

May 11, 2009

You’re mean , Nat !

Filed under: Uncategorized — fatalnatal @ 2:05 PM

Hey wassup …!!
Guess what , i got an idea on what to post for this week already …
So , the first thing i did when i got home is to do a post first !

A really long post … strain your eyes … strain your eyes ~
First part to being a meanie … hahha

Ok  … So , back to the topic … Why am i a meanie ?
Well , interested ? Cause ….

I love to see dogs being chased by cats .
I love to witness a hunk trippin’ over some rock cause he’s actin’ cool .
I love to see a hot lady ” burbing ” out loud .
I love to see a sports car get chased by the traffic police and especially when sports car gets stuck in a traffic jam .
I love to see an elderly listen to hiphop song and groove with it .
I love to see a principal smoking a got caught by a student … SNEERS
I love to see the news reporter making some mistake in their ‘ live ‘ speeches
I love to hear someone saying “regerfrirator” instead of refrigerator
I love to hear someone saying ” Cerfiticate ” instead of Certificate
I love it when the bus driver took the wrong turn after driving on the same route for years ..

Yea , you get the point …
I love it and find it amusing that things turn out other way …

I am a meanie ? Yea i am =]
But if your laughing at what i typed earlier , you’re my partner  !

Now i wonder … Is it a page yet  ??

May 7, 2009

Off topic ?

Filed under: Uncategorized — fatalnatal @ 12:45 PM

Ok ! Guess what ? I’ve totally got no idea wad to post …
Its fast … Like 3rd week of school is already almost over and week 8 is coming …
Then its time for semester break …. Woots !
Haha , i know … i am moving way too fast …

But seriously , schools kinda fun and all …
The only thing that turns me off is the ridiculously steep and long slope up to FMS block !
I hate it !! Like , HATE .

Ok , next  topic …
Uhhh …. We are cool .

Byess

April 24, 2009

First Forced Post .

Filed under: Uncategorized — fatalnatal @ 5:57 AM

In a blink of an eye , my first week in NP is over ….
I do not really remember what happened and why i am in this course …
Everything happened so suddenly and poof ! I am already a student of NP ; DVFX for a week .
However , i got to admit . I am enjoying every bit of the first week with my new classmates .
As for the rest of the week , i guess i will cross my fingers and take a step at a time …
Ironically , I got an ultimate goal though i still cannot figure  my direction now …

Speaking of my new classmates , this is the first time i see a class so united …..
Maybe united is not the right word , but the closest i can think of , currently .
Previously in my secondary and primary school days , everyone will only get together after a month or more ..
This time , we are already pretty united ! Having breaks together , getting materials together …..
Its already like a small family ! Perhaps , it is the small size of the class that’s doing the magic .

Say AJISEN for e camera !

Say AJISEN for e camera !

Lastly , though this post is like an assignment given or even a forced one , I am pretty enjoying it !

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